Where I am now

(*This entry is written with an LDS perspective and my experiences as a member of the church. If you find yourself reading this, and are not a member... please know these words are meant just as much for you as anyone else.)   This exact week last year, I met with a lawyer. I sat … Continue reading Where I am now

you’ve carried me.

It's been 4.5 months since I have been on here. I have had so many emotions and feelings about this space. Being back at BYU this semester, and especially in studying communications, I am gaining so many new insights on social media, blogging, and the effects these tools have in our lives. I have always … Continue reading you’ve carried me.

my truth

My counselor explained it to me this way,  "You're experiencing life right now as you would swimming in a turbulent ocean. You're being thrashed this way and that, forced in a direction you're not sure is towards the depths or the surface. Your body is tumbling and your bearings are lost. You might catch the sun's … Continue reading my truth


Written on the blog December 18, 2009: Today they had to change Blue's Isolette just to make sure there is no bacteria or anything growing inside. So, even though she is not near as stable as Remmington, they let me hold her with the Respiratory therapist while they changed her to a new bed. Although … Continue reading motherhood