(*This entry is written with an LDS perspective and my experiences as a member of the church. If you find yourself reading this, and are not a member... please know these words are meant just as much for you as anyone else.) This exact week last year, I met with a lawyer. I sat … Continue reading Where I am now
It's been 4.5 months since I have been on here. I have had so many emotions and feelings about this space. Being back at BYU this semester, and especially in studying communications, I am gaining so many new insights on social media, blogging, and the effects these tools have in our lives. I have always … Continue reading you’ve carried me.
I had over seven years of scrambled eggs, diapers, braids, and timing naps just right. Convincing the girls to trust that nursery would be fun. Juggling three babes on four knees. Packing bags of snacks and coloring books, adjusting tights that were itchy, and making sure shoes came home in pairs. Bribing them during their … Continue reading allowing the pain.
My counselor explained it to me this way, "You're experiencing life right now as you would swimming in a turbulent ocean. You're being thrashed this way and that, forced in a direction you're not sure is towards the depths or the surface. Your body is tumbling and your bearings are lost. You might catch the sun's … Continue reading my truth
Written on the blog February, 18 2010: As usual, I will start this post out with apologizing for not posting sooner. It has been almost a full month since I updated everyone...I am very sorry. These last few weeks have been wonderful, and sad, and happy, and insane...as usual...filled with every emotion. One day Remmington … Continue reading Got a baby IN the house!
Written on the blog December 18, 2009: Today they had to change Blue's Isolette just to make sure there is no bacteria or anything growing inside. So, even though she is not near as stable as Remmington, they let me hold her with the Respiratory therapist while they changed her to a new bed. Although … Continue reading motherhood
Written on the blog December 18, 2009: Yesterday was the probably the biggest moment of my life. After sixteen days of looking at my darlings through a "window"....I was able to hold Remmington. They decided she was stable enough to do "Kangaroo Care" which is a theory that skin to skin with your NICU baby … Continue reading A little taste of Heaven